This is my writing challenge for today of course. I'm not actually offering a time machine on my blog. If I had one, I wouldn't be here writing about a time machine.
I would definitely go back, but I' really counting on my brain hanging onto the knowledge that I have gained up to this point. I'd so love to spend some more time with my mom and I'd love to redeem much of my past. There is a lot of regret there. When thinking about this, I used to think I wouldn't want to go back past my thirties cause I made so many dumb choices in my twenties. I'm rethinking that. I don't think my thirties were much more brilliant.Now I've decided I'd take my vast knowledge and head back to age nineteen. I think that's when things began to get off the rails for me. Anyway---Shake it off Tonna. I'm not going to subject you all to a post full of the regrets of my past. In the end, if I couldn't be guaranteed that I'd still have my girls and my grandbabies, I'd have to stay here anyway. I wouldn't give them up even for a do over.
Guess you're all stuck with me right in the here and now.
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